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Saturday, December 31, 2005

alright,i finally getta use a computer,am using girlfriend's.my comp at home's frikkin screwed up(reckon it's my brother,he plays warcraft for hours non stop ohkay,and that idiot still claims it's not his fault,wtf) big time,cant log inta internet.o wells
it's a rainy new year's eve,was supposed to be out right now.but someone had hangover and couldnt wake up(despite hazel morning call services),damn ):
anyway,past few days been pretty ohkay,couple of great and bad days,been tanning and gyming alot,gyming everyday and tanning every week,heh was even tanning at my backyard yesterday.hoho!
caught chronicles of narnia on thursday,not bad.
oh my god i cant recall anything that happened before thursday,o wells!heck
am half glad that this year's coming to an end,welll welll really eventful year i must say,studies,friendship,family,spiritual life and love wise.will take 9210327443212132132642873628764387548609754967439875638162398710940 years to blog bout it all.
studies,am glad that all retainees all made it!:D phew(looks at girlfriend) i'll just drown myself in my bathtub if i retain again alright
friendship,heh heh heh heh heh am am uber glad i retained actually cause i actually found some ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC GIRLFRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND ONE'S BESIDE ME RIGHT NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
family and spiritual,hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
okay moving on to love life wise,hmmmmmmmmmmmmm,the months after june are strangely interesting
o wells,am looking forward to year 2006!definately,hope everything will run rather smoothly!
no failing of test(HAHAHA I WISH)!no broken friendships!ohh gf said no broken thumbs(thats a sure thing man!) be a better girl at home-____________________- maintain my upcoming abs!HOHOHOHOHOHO
that's all for year 2005!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FAITHFUL(if there is lah) READERS!HAVE A BLESSED YEAR 2006!(:


hazel Y 3:20 PM |


Sunday, December 25, 2005

christmas night
&
im feeling the same random empty feeling again
why


hazel Y 10:00 PM |



christmasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss' here!
hope everybody will have a swell time today with whatever plans with whoever they're gna be with!:D:D:D:D
went midnight mass with yes camp people.my first time going to a christmas mass without my family.): wth cause my dad made me go for the usual chem tution at mavis and i couldnt rush back in time to join them for mass at st annes so he asked me to go mass myself.wth?! i thought attending mass with family's been a special thing,but skip if for tution...?!sigh
anyhows,glad i didnt doze off during mass or something,cause i was pretty much occupied with my phone!haha was texting xmas wishes when it struck 12mn but i guess starhub lines were rather jammed up so i hadta resent some msges.o wells,oh and church was hella crowded by the way,with the top floor packed with the young people,hah and everybody looked seriously good,bow,ties,shoes,mini dresses,girly dresses,hair wear,blah blah blah
and i gave out my presents!hoho all eighteen of them,spent the whole afternoon making them!(: glad shyan and jo said it was nice,oh if ya wondering what i made,i made brownies with smarties and walnut toppings:D and ohh and every brownie packaging was personalized lehhhhh
will post up pictures of them soon!:D
and i certainly have some santa material in me,went jo's place after 1 plus and went like hohoho when she opened the door.ohkay im sounding pretty lame right now
met up with girlfriend and shyan after mavis tution for dinner at gardens,haha we were talking bout loadsa stuff!but i cant recall them now.
anyhows,weather's been pretty bad lately.jen asked me ta go tanning tmr,sheesh!i NEED good weather desperately!i'll do anythinggggggggggggg to have great rocking sun damnitt,thousand prayers,sundance whatever!:(
will be heading to uncle's place later for family christmas dinner,what a change,cause the tan family always been having xmas dinner over at gram's o wells
ohh bro got my parents some hot plate,haha something my rents always wanted somehow,and they damn cute laaaaa
cause it's all huge and wrapped up and now under the christmas tree downstairs,and my rents kept asking what was inside,haha like small kids huh and their faces had this expression that were like please-please-tell-me-tell-me-cause-i-veryy-veryy-VERYYY-curious.well well cant wait to see their reactions when they unwrap the present
and im gna frikkin declared bankrupt bcause
I AGREED TO SHARE THE COST OF THE PRESENT WITH MY BROTHER AND I OWE HIM BOUT HUNDRED SINGAPORE DOLLARS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
oh god
alrights ive pretty much said everything already,am kinda tired right now cause i only slept bout 5 hours,thanks to my body clock,i cant sleep beyond 7am sharp!!!
o gotham night was hella eventful,definately unforgettable,haha
bye bye!


hazel Y 9:31 AM |


Thursday, December 22, 2005


never really fancied monkeys,but this' gotta be one of the cutest around.was a card to someone.(:
thursday!currently listening to No Doubt's Simple Kind Of Life; gwen s' pregnant!!!:O that'll mean goodbye to all that abs.oh no
was looking at my pictures folder and saw some photos(shant reveal what) and i realised i really miss those times.it's kinda depressing how stuff changed so much within the year.but sorta glad at the same time that it all happened...?haha how contradicting.o wells.feeling the same o empty feeling again.why!
anyways i think my period's gna skip it's coming this month,it's gna be end of the month and it aint here yet!hope it'll come soon else mum will make another hoo ha over it and bring me to the doc like the last time and complain to her that i aint eating enough resulting late period.-___- sheesh i wouldnt want that doctor to measure my bmi again and force me to put one 5(?!) kgs in a month!:s
caught antm last night,there's lesser chics this time round!i really like kyle(or kyla...?) damn pretty and i quite like the girl who had breast cancer,cant rmb her name!but she got booted out.
am still contemplating if i should do gyming today,urgh!!!
o,it's my maid's birthday today.she turns 21 years old!hahaha!21,what an age
alrights nothing more!goodbye


hazel Y 8:17 AM |


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

playing-Good Charlotte's Predictable
man,sure miss the time they were in singapore,haha what a near death experience we(me,gf and simin) had.
anyhows,it's mid of the christmas week!:D
plans to tan at palawan crashed cause jen hadta go for her job training or something.
did usual gyming anyway,was pretty ohkay,just cut short cause valerie called and told me she's gna tan at tp pool with her boy,so hoho!was being a gooseberry but heck.
morning sun was great,managed to get myself darker,yay
but there were random annoying cloud cover,so joined the rest in the pool,talking to the swimming coach and erm some uncle called johnathan(i tell you that fella's 54,but he looks like 45 ohkay!dont play play man,he has some great abs)
the swimming coach's called parry,and i reckon if im bout 40 years old,i'll fall head over heels in love with him.he has some erm,old man charm!haha pierced ear,with golden stud(!) gold ring(!) look like a total head of some gang,just missing tattoos
they sorta started talking bout lifeguard courses and he told us that he quit his job as a lifeguard and now a swim coach,but he shared some past exp he had last time
he told us that there was once that some supernatural forces were involved in one of the incident,it was like his day started off badly,like he fell off his chair and like he felt forces hitting or pushing him,then when he got to the pool some strong wind hit him at his side and he saw this kid sorta lifeless.and the kid's mum's actually sitting by the side of the pool,so he said that the forces kinda blocked the mum's vision of her boy,o wells back to it,he struggled to pull the boy up,cause there were some forces too.sheesh,creepy huh
uncle parry managed to save the boy anyway,thank god
left the pool bout 1 plus and i was so freaking tired somehow,dozed off in bus too(that normally dont happen to me hah!)
slept for 2 hours at home and i still feel pretty tired.have no idea why too,but i hope it's not cause im overexcerising or something,like 3 days of gyming straight.
yesterday evening jog totally sucked,think cause im focusing too much work on my thighs(cause im always doing stationary bike) so when i jogged my thighs felt pretty odd,like stiff-ly tired.sheeshhh im contemplating if i should give tmr a jog free dayy
how
tmr's thursday and i might be heading to gotham along with bf and sham!:D
finally we're talking bout some fun!
tution yesterday was very productive,hoho,could do everything!:D yay yay yay cheers to sec 4 math
-fingers all crossed
why why why! is time passing so slowly!1030 should come faster!the new season of antm!
alrights nothing more,goodbye!

o!yessss!narniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa's opening tmr!:D:D:D:D


hazel Y 8:22 PM |


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

playing-Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography
haha news bout her collasping in some elevator in japan,poor thing
good morning tuesday of christmas week!
wasnt feeling exactly good last night,guess period's approaching,brought along some pretty bad pmsing spells,and prob cause gf told me she cant make it on 23rd and sarah too
damn
so now im depending on gen,hopefully she'll be able to make it!i definately dont wna spend christmas eve eve staying home -_-
anyhows,no plans for today!except that i haveta do math tution marathon today,means the usual duration of 2hours will stretch wayyyyy beyond it
o wells
did i mention that my wisdom tooth's growing...? it's the left side of mouth and it was rather painful the past few days but somehow no pain right now!phew
and did i mention that my left tragus' swelling havent quite subside.
urghhhh
alrights i wna hit gym already,goodbye


hazel Y 8:02 AM |


Monday, December 19, 2005

posting a second entry of today,results of extreme boredom
gymed was good,burnt loads more cals than usual,ho!ho!ho! shant state the figure
anyway came home and weather was pretty sunny and so,
i took my tanning oil
&
my garfield towel(my long time tanning companion)
and laid at my backyard!
hahaha oh godd,toldcha,results of extreme boredom
but not bad ehh,sun's great over here!
what wonderful benefits of staying on landed prop,just hope my neighbours(esp the grouchy auntiiiiiiieee at the back) dont complain to my mum bout how disturbing my music is(i blasted it hah!) and how little clad her daughter is [me]( duh! bikini whattt)
o!o!o!
the sky's clear again,gna head back!(:


hazel Y 2:25 PM |



playing-Damien Rice's Blowers Daughter
&
look what ive found in my pictures folder this morning


oh god.look how 2 years can do to this three,we've all changed.
the girl extreme left's my bestfriend and she just turned sweet sixteen yesterday(finally).didnt meet up with her yesterday cause i fig out she'll prob be celebrating with toi and the rest.(: so i guess i'll arrange a bf meeting sometime soon!:Dhope she had a swell birthday though.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!(: LOVE YA SO MUCH
anyways,hello monday of the christmas week!
time sure flies,by the end of next week,it'll be a new year.hmmmmm good thing?
feeling rather down this morning somehow,like the same o random empty feeling o wells monday blues gettin inta me...?
changed of template last night,think it'll definately be a temp template.the girl's hair's pretty good huh!love big hair.:D
home alone today,dad decided not to take leave today
so i guess i'll
-gym
-maybe vcd with gf later(if she's up from bed and home)
-sleep?
dang it's gna be hella boring shitass day
anyhows yesterday was sucha random day,got my other tragus pierced.haha dont know whythe sudden urge too
and got myself a gold chain.o i didnt mentioned,but spent yesterday with bestie,we went for church service in the morning.goshh am uber disappointed in best lah,i thought like maybe the holy spirit touched him(somehow la) and that kept the drive in him ta go church weekly or maybe cause he just didnt mind going to church with me every sunday but i just realised yest why hes been attending mass service with me!that's cause he claims that he owes god 4 times of mass service.-_____________- a way to give thanks and praise the lord that god somehow answered best's prayers and allowed him to scrape through j1.
sheesh o wells
ohkay we're supposed to shoe shop for chris,but he ended up indulging in tee shirt shopping.and i made a new discovery!(okay it was bestie that told me bout it) there's a nuts&nibble shp in taka
ahhhh!nutsssssssssssss
i bought raw walnuts and mixed hazelnuts,almonds,cashews and raisins,yay! but after sometime after i ate bought half the packet,we chanced upon a veg cookbook in borders and i read a part that tlaked bout nuts and i realised nuts are high in sat fats
oh my god,i felt like puking,seriously.threw the remaining nuts in the end
sheeshhh
besides the crankyness we had(cause we're tired people) and the jksahdkhsakdjhskajdhsa crowd in town,day went pretty ohkay!
am gna tan on wednesday with jen,finally a meet up with 1/3 of the bimboes.and yes!tanning!keep my fingers crossed that sun'll be fantastic!
and im gna make it a point to gym everyday until christmas.ho!ho!ho!
kinda made up my mind bout parties-23rd it shall be!
alright time to hit gym and burn all the sat fats!eeyyyeeerrrr


hazel Y 8:32 AM |


Saturday, December 17, 2005

yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yay!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
im very happy cause i just got home from town not long ago and I BOUGHT THAT BAG FROM FUNCDEKO!
yay!
yay!
yayyyy! bought the one and only piece!heh now one down off my christmas/new year's wishneedlist!:D
the lady at the store recognised me la from yesterday and haha when i finally decided to get the bag then she was telling me she liked the bag alot too,say damn special(hell yeah!else why i gettit!) haha and asked where i got my heels,she complimented it.hahah!wore them out for the first time and guess what!no blisters!:D good heels,heh
val left early,so i headed down to paragon to find jo!hah got her a real super last min gift for her bdae laaaaaaaaa,damnnnn but i guess i'll get her something nicer asap
man she and toi looked totally shagged out sort form all the wrapping.haha and bestfriend was saying im tanned!yess!
i'll make sure i'll drag someone ta tan with me this coming week!hoho tanning's my latest addiction.
ohkayy im off!will be shopping tmr with bestie!hah!god bless!


hazel Y 7:15 PM |



hello weekends!:D
a bright sunny saturday,urghh i wna go tanning again!reckon i might die from skin cancer someday soon if i continue going sentosa every other day
o wells am currently listening to beach boys' wouldnt it be nice
did morning jog this morning after two consecutive days of gyming,was good!heh feeling as fit as the other week before sc run.hoho and praise the lord!ive managed to maintain the 43kg mark.:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
anyways yesterday was great,did both shopping and window shopping with beloved girlfriend!heh always liked going out with her only,she makes a very very good shopping companion!(cause she has amazing patience with me somehow)
hit the mango sale!hoho total mess i tell you,the outlet at shaw was uber crowded so yeah didnt really checked out everything.got a zara top instead,it's red!:D
then girlfriend gave me an early xmas gift!hohohohoho this red handbag from roxy!yayyyyy it's redddd!:D(i adoreeeee redddddddddd,i have red heels,red flats,red bag,red handbag,red tops,red nail polish,red pencil case....okay you get my point)saw loadsa other stuff i wna get,but ive calculated that i'll need bout 176 plus plus plus to buy them all,DAMN!(hmmm sponsors are very welcomed,HAH!)
we needed to head down to cityhall ta go vic memorial hall to collect my grade 7 piano cert,so on the way there,at somerset station,we saw the "photo-me" booth and decided to give it a try and took haha our photos!haha dman funny!i'll post them up someday
the abrsm office's uber run down i must say,and it's like hell boring to be working there man.
then we wenta suntec and i checked mango again!haha and got a top this time!:D love it!my first grey top.heh then we were walking around marina square,hmm the place aint bad!:D beats town somehow
oooo i finally realised i actually have a cellulite!haha!always been fanscinated with cellulite somehow,like they'll always advertise cellulite busting cream on papers,hoho and ive never really know how one actually looked like.girlfriend pointed out one near my ass on thursday when we were done with tanning,haha amazing huh!
then i finally decided on what i wna be in the future!my ambition's to be an air stewardess!wooweee am quite sure bout it!the idea of travelling alone seems pretty cool(:
and ive decided on which bag i wna get for my next year's schoolbag!hoho it's from funcDecko,BUT! there's only one piece!sooo im crossing my fingers and toes that no other idiots get it before me!!!!urghh the bag better wait for meeeeee
and ive decided that i wna maintain my current skin colour!that'll mean going tanning every week!:D anybody wna be my weekly tann mate?????????cause i fig out gf'll prob wouldnt wna go through the red burnt feeling she's feeling right now all over again :(
and ive decided that i wna cut my hair,shorter,prob no layering,but enough to tie it up!sounds good sounds good?!
ohhh and ive decided what i wna wear for next year's halloween's party,HAHAHAHAHA! i spotted this sexy nurse outfit in harbourfront,rofl,how kinky
decided that ill party next week!woohooo!
i cant wait to be eighteen!birthday's gna be special to be cause im 99% sure that i'll get a tattoo or naval pierced:D haha am 1% scared
and ive decided on whatta do for bestfriend's big day (:

alrights i better go finish up on theory homework!god bless all!


hazel Y 9:26 AM |


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Alanis Morissette's Precious Illusions' been replaying in my window media player for the past half hour,hoho and im not getting tired of it!:D
my nose's pretty runny right now,been sneezing ever since i got outta shower,cause my facial soap kinda wenta my nostrils -_-
home's empty right now!cause my family just left for penetenial service at st annes,i need not go cause i just did confession two days ago.
feeling pretty tired right now,cause i just got home from tanning and prob cause im kinda lack of sleep!(slpt for 2 hours plus two nights ago and 5 hours plus last night-.-)been exactly one week since i last went tanning!hoho val definately got me hooked onto tanning once again and this time no lobster!it's golden brown right now!:D:D-shakes ass girlfriend can voulge(spell!) for that.heh thank god for the rock socks weather,not sure for other parts of singapore but sentosa was sunny island today!(:
well well i went broke and gf was my one-day-atm!haha but i hafta return her money la of course,got long time favourites-spinelli's low fat cocoa twist and wahahaha she paid for a top i saw!yayyyyyy a new addition to wardrobe!:D
we were talking bout how we wanted to celebrate 18 birthday and how we must still be in close contact after we leave for sjc! and how we should make 21st bdae special!hahahahahaha i came up with an idea that we should go clubbing with huge pink and funky lime green afro wigs hoho cool huh,i'll make sure that comes true!:D
and gf mentioned that she never thought we'll be such close friends,awwww
like how we used to see each other around in school and only knew who each other was and like not personally,and now we're like...girlfriends!:D hoho am sure we gotta know each other ms kuik!she's one of my pillars in my life.love ya so much girl
(i bet she's hell touched right now,but i meant it la (: )
yes camp was a great experience,better than last years
praying over was definately very very special to me,will never forget bout it,i broke into tongues for a while and the usual warm sensation lasted for a mere 5 mins...? then it went away and i got rather bummed out...like i questioned god like "that's all?" cause i wanted to feel god more then i could hear everybody else's tongues getting stronger and i kept asking god to come into me again then heard alvin laughing and i kinda wanted to laugh cause his laughter sounded odd but i couldnt laugh but ended up crying,out loud,sheesh like a baby.never cried like this before,was really really out loud and i couldnt stop and my hands felt numb somehow
and i was feeling very choked up before i cried,but after crying(lasted 294789032875904 mins man!) everything was gone!haha like i felt so so light,so reborned!:D what a feeling,never felt such peace within before,god sure did a miracle on me and release me from every chains and grudges and healed me from every hurt and etc
god is good all the time!:D really felt very unworthy cause i sure did forget god sometimes and turned into him only when i needed help.but ive decided its time to serve his community,spread his good news!think i'll be joining youth group.
know i sound pretty crazily holy right now but god sure did changed and touched my life.
and my testimony of the praying over didnt sound that great but it's really great!i wished everybody else could feel the peace that i felt that night,the world would be sucha nice place if that happens
daddy text me just now that read ;"youve just won a specially home baked pizza with hazelnut toppings.courtesy of francis tan's kitchen."
dang dont you just wna roll your eyes? haha but he's dman cute la.oh he lied anyway.THERE'S NO HAZELNUT TOPPINGS LORHH.o wells but haha appreciate his effort of taking time off to bake for the whole family(:
mum's gna gimme money to do christmas clothing shopping!yaypeeee!:D
ohkay i wna watch some cartoons,god bless!

ps tho my haloscan reads 2 tags,but i can only read chris'!readers,please tag over at the board!thank you (:


hazel Y 8:12 PM |


Sunday, December 11, 2005

am currently listening to All By Myself,some great depressing oldie
reckon im one of the fickle-st people around,spent the whole afternoon changing my template but decided to keep the current one instead in the end.hoho it sucks to be fickled
sunday's coming to an end,great,cause it'll mean that tmr's coming,been anticipating yes camp actually,time to return to god huh...? after all the shit and mess that's been happening in my life for the past few days,weeks,month.and am kinda nervous too for the praying over,the uber overwhelming feeling after ya pray in tongues :s:s:s:s:s:s:s:s:s
o wells!was watching some james bond just now and i found it ridiculously lame la so yeah here i am blogging!hur but damnn if im bout 36 years old i'll die for a husband like hairyman pierce brosman man.sexyyy
didnt do much today!except that i went mass service with bestie and did some gyming after that
finally gotta see mr lim after so long,and he's pretty happy cause it's gna be a week without both his mum and the menacing(best's younger bro) kenneth.haha i just hope he doesnt party too much till he drop!:O bestie's pretty much caught up with partying somehow la,sigh he was telling me bout some party he went at fluid a couple of days back,told me all bout new friends(added that some were pretty haha) ,and told me how he moved away from some bitch that wanted to make out with him(well done!) and told me how his friend got pretty drunk and started to be crazy,and he said that it's good to be single when ya club(wthhhhh he sounds like some jerk huh? haha but yahhh he made sense there(: )AND HOW HE GOT TEMPTED TO SMOKE.bloody hell christopher m lim kai liang you betttterrrrrrrrrrrrrr neverrrrrrrrrrrrr everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr put a bloody flithy cigarette into your mouth ahhh!(know ive been saying that 20480392840 times today but DONT ah!)o wells,i was thinking bout clubbing and stuff when i was doing gym and was figuring out what's so fun bout it actually,hoho and i hated the idea of people making out with people when they claimed to be drunk or high and i hated the idea that dancefloor was an excuse to be touchy haha and etc stuff,haha see hazel thinks bout everything except studies
talking bout studies,i actually felt like reading my sec 4 history text just now!hahah but cause i was bz changing my slkahdkjlsahd template i didnt do any revision in the end sighhh!
did my packing just now,am 3 quarts done!haha i actually took my mum's lv hand carrier!hoho! cause i couldnt find any other bags big enough,coooollllllllllllllllllllllll
and i realised that bestfriend's bdae's actually in a week's time!:O how could i forget :/
and i realised that im starting to peel around my collarbone area,eeeyyyerrrrr
and i realised that im feeling the same kind of feelings i felt the last time,o wells o wells i guess it's all part of letting go ending things and moving on
am so dman glad that year 2005's coming to an end,so much happened,well too much actually
anyhows im outta here!nothing more to blog bout,goodbye all!

imagine....

-gasp!
[eh click to enlarge it]
shit it's cracking me up big time right now,hahaha im laughing at how the mouth so dont fit yet fit?!hahahahahaha!haha how hazel could come up with sucha idea and effortlessly cut and paste to produce this despite me not knowing howta use adobe prog
im a genius!

....so gna get it from bestie! but o wells!ya get my point(that im a very very caring and concerned bestie) huh!(: haha


hazel Y 9:30 PM |


Saturday, December 10, 2005

am currently listening to RobbieW and Nicole Kidman's Something Stupid
kidman's voice's uber sweet la,plus her looks...? tom cruise's a blind bitch for ditching her seriously.
anyhows weekends' here!never really liked saturday,cause i have dreadful piano at noon.piano lessons are seldom good for me cause i cant get my counting right and my theory done completely(cause i cant do most questions la damnit) but from this sat onwards i have one more reason to hate sats,cause dad just made me sign up for mavis' chem classes.and every class starts today and every saturday evenings.urghhh i hate saturdayssssssssssssss
am burnt from thursday tanning! but thank god the redness' fading and getting better already,and the only part hurting right now is my collarbone.am loving my colour right now,red/brown!:D
thursday was pretty ohkay,thought it'll be damn bloody akward for me cause like val brought her benboy then her church pal mike and he brought another guy friend ming.so i was basically alone...? but thankgod the akwardness eventually died off and yeah we started talking!(:
ben taught us all howta play vball properly,wahlau i swear my wrists hurts helloads when i hit the ball.cant be a player for nuts. val and i wenta buy a frisbee instead,haha our frisbee had a dumb dog picture printed on it.some combi of schools were having some kinda race around the beach,and a team approached us and asked if they could take our photos(they needed two ahem ,babes:P and two hunks) haha so we walked back to the guys and took picture with val and her boy and me and ming.sheesh the team made us girls do dumb poses ohkay,me and val hadto be lians for a couple of seconds with our fingers poking our cheeks sort?(EEEWWWWeEeeeeeeeeeEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWwWWWKDJFLKJSDLKFJDSLFKlkdsjlkj) and the guys flex.hoho!hella embarrassing
and thanks to valchua,ive developed a thing for straw hats,was wearing the quiksilver one that she got for ben.im gna get a girl hat for myself soon!:D
yest-back school in the morning;to buy books! man it felt so wierd wearing schoolu after what feels like a long time,haha me and gf couldnt be bothered to remove nails polish(: then gymed after that with gf and angelia then i headed home to change and met up with the siblings(yes again) then we headed down to expo to meet gf's pri schoolmates
and here are the names of my new found friends;angeline,fangyi and leeyuan
man they're hell nice,uber friendly and hoho they were pretty much of my chinese educators!haha (kasjdlksjad they laughed at my chinese ohkay!said it sounded wierd-__________- ohkay it does) i got myself a top!hahah you'll never believe it but it's from disney clothing line can!hahahahahaha kids clothes,haha but ya cant see the mickey logo clearly!:P hoho but love the top
dinner was at marina square,man the banana milkshake at the foodcourt's very very yummy!:D
anyhows ive got my xmas wishlist!
1.new urban male tote!damn bloody nice please! but it's a freaking 149 bucks la DAMN!
2.strawhat!hahaha quiksilvers!ive checked surfbabe out and the female's out and eww not nicee
3.erm santarina costume haha dont laugh
and i cant think of anymore!hahaha wth oh i was thinking if i should get a haircut,gf was saying that i should get a new lookhmmmmmmMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
camp's on monday and i havent got any packing started urgh
ohkay i wna get myself downstairs and get ready for piano!yikes!

blah blah blah blah


hazel Y 11:35 AM |


Wednesday, December 07, 2005

hello wednesday!
am currently listening to Thomas Newman's version of Somewhere Over The Rainbow,from the movie,5o first dates,really love this version,hee puts me in a sentosa mood
talking bout sentosa,yes!thursday's finally coming.havent beenta sentosa for ages and oh,havent seen valchua for ages too.(:
managed to wake up for morning jog today,tho i was rather lazy,ohkay felt uber uber lazy somehow.could usually wake up straight after the alarm at 6 go off but today was like i went back to sleep for 5 more mins after i snoozed the clock.
dad took leave again.urghhh dont really like it when he takes leave cause i like being left alone in the house somehow,not like my dad would bother or nag bout what i do but urghh i just like the yay-i-have-the-house feeling gettit?!? not making sense.he's making some radish kueh right now by the way.reminded me of the conversation my rents were having while we were watching teev last night.
mum:"why you dont rest and do so many things when you take leave one?"
dad:"huh,where got nvr rest,but why cannot do my favourite things too?"
mum:"no lahhh,like i would rest when i take leave la"
dad:" rest so much for what,also not sick leave"
mum:"choy"
haha super what the hell,anyway if ya wondering what favourite things my dad was talking bout,he likes to cook la basically,so he usually does special new dishes when he takes leave,or he'll repair stuff or he'll do gardening or he'll repaint some wall somewhere in my house or he'll go to my roof to check out the pipes or something la.haha superdad! he does everything that a mum should do,my mum cant even cook -_- but she bakes yummy stuff instead.(:
dad took leave the day before too.he came to my room round late morning and asked for digi cam,then i asked he needed it for what then he told he that he wanted to take picture of the chicken that he was grilling.-_-" oh godddd,anyway i didnt manage to eat the chicken,ohkay im still on my meat-refrain shit and wouldnt touch the chicken la,saw the pic last night and haha he even bothered to decorate the chicken by putting ya know those white cut up nonsense at the chicken's drumsticks...? okay ya guys prob wouldnt get it but daddy just decorated it la.haha!super cute and he also put in batts into this santa toy mum bought and on-ed it and the santa started to shake to this really loud christmas tune-_- dad was laughing at it
k nuff of dad,
here's dad when he's younger;

and

gymed yesterday!:D yay im finally back to my lightest weight
day before yesterday was not bad,came home round 11 plus from shu's place,met up with rell,mui amy feli sherryanne
haha gossiped quite alot and everybody(cept me cause i didnt wna be mean(: ) pushed shu into the pool and we played some dumb game called "i've never" and oh the usual,truth or dare
shyan's coming over soon after her training and will be tutioning later urghhh
and my second toe of my left feet(yes the already bruised one) bled last night cause i accidentally banged my feet against my table leg,sheesh i was paralysed in pain for a few mins man
nothing more to type bout!have a blessed mid week!


hazel Y 9:45 AM |


Saturday, December 03, 2005

just checked singaporemarathon.com for my timing!i applaud them for their efficiency,thought they'll take a longer time to collate(spell?) the timings actually
look!(haha my name aint siao kern!but siaw kern(: )
http://www.runpix2.com/sin05/10/finord.php?LastName=20779&lan=
-shakeass isnt exactly fantastic but am rather happy with it actually
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
anyway its mondayyyyy! perfect weather this morning for sleepyheads man,i slpt uber well besides the fact that i was forced to wake up twice to off the alarm clock in my bro's room. and i think i prob used up every muscle strength in my legs or something somehow that allowed me to rest quite nicely.haha feeling the after effects,aiya actually effects of not doing warm down.my thigh's aching slightly!damnit was actually contemplating if i should head down to gym but urghh thighs...? but i wna use the abs machine!:( dang i cant make decisions for nuts
found this picture and woah!it's my i-want-some-sexy-abs-motivator!


i'll get this,someday somehow...
haha sheesh i sound like crazy health freak right now
was supposed to go out today but i guess after yest night,no?
o wells,dad took leave today for no reason, but haha he left the house this morn to do grocer shop!haha and yay!he's gna help me buy brocolli.been craving for it for some time already
alright nothing more to type bout!am still thinking if i should gym damnit
bye!


hazel Y 8:57 PM |



currently listening to The Verve's Bitter Sweet Symphony
weather today rock socks!so sunny and bright!:D urghh but it's making me feel disgustingly white.thank god im meeting val(finally!) this thursday for tanning!woowee cant wait
am keeping my fingers and toes all crossed that thurs weather would be as sunny or even sunnier than todays!:D
alright race day! haha my first marathon!:D and moreeeee to come!i reckon it's addictive!:D:D:D:D:D dreams of getting top 100 totally crashed big time ,but am still rather happy bout my run anw! heh too much to expect for a marathon noob,but i aint giving up on getting top100 in the future!someday somehowwww!:D oh and will sign up uber early next year alright,wna get a tag with preferably 3 digs or something.maybe fav numbs like 366? :D anyhows i didnt managed to get loadsa sleep,guess was too excited or something,woke up bout 3 times before the actual time to get up.dad fetched me and shyan to serangoon station and we kinda realised that the first train only operates at 613,so we decided to cab down.managed to get a cab after flagging for 20389028490324 times ohkay.curse all those ahpeks driving EMPTY cabs for not stopping!urghh the driver was uber nice by the way, cant forget his laughter,it was super cute.
reached cityhall and woahh,it's sucha nice feeling to see 21000 over people gathered this early just to run and sweat it all out tog.hoho and quite scary too cause while waiting for the race to start i looked around and saw everybody like either paired up or teamed and i was like some dumbass loner la -_-" so race started at exactly 7 and thank god i didnt suay suay fall and get trampled on or something.hah was running at the sides!:D was safer i guess
lost my tragus piercing earring halfway la damnit and nano earpiece wouldnt stay in my ears so i offed it(i totally forgot that i was using the stopwatch in it too!?!) so yahh didnt get my timing and plus when i crossed the finish line i didnt check the mega clock above out for the timing too urghhhh and i realised that besides being able to burn cals and perspire crazy in a marathon,its also one of the rare times that you get to litter openly and not get caught.haha grab a bottle and drink a mouth ful and throw!:D i sound so amused right now hah but my heart goes out to the foreign workers in the clearup crew lah,poor fellas!
and ohh saw this guy who was running quite near to me's puke,it looked like berrocca drink somehow.yikes!
haha girlfriend was texting me this morn if the cameras got take my photos or not,
how i know ms kuik?! haha lets hope so lah huh.hahaha!
ohh my second toes of both feet's completely bruised now,purple!:( but it didnt hurt while i was running,phew!(:
was looking at my tum just now in the mirror after i showered and i wna do more gyming! for the first time precious abs actually started to form quite nicely(heh) this week la,after all the gym sessions and runs,and i dont wna lose them!:/
signed up for yes camp,12-14 dec,guess it's time to return to god and oh practise some tongues!hoho.will finallly meet up with rell&co tmr night for bbq at shu's!whoopeee!missed them quite abit.
have a new favourite song-james blunt's goodbye my lover
sigh


hazel Y 8:57 PM |



im so excited!
im so excited!
im so excited!
oh god my tummy's been butterflying/spinning/tossing/turning blahblahblah crazy the whole day lah,and gosh!its even not the race day yet!sheesh im uber nervous for it somehow.haha and guess what,i wna try getting top 100,haha!a lil too much ta expect for my 1st marathon
im so excited!
let's hope i'll be able to get some sleep later,else would end up running in a semi zombie mode or something.and dang!i have no idea if trains operate that early? like i hafta be there at round 640?
im so excited!gosh
ohh my number's 20779.hahaha!
sc marathon here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
im so excited!!


hazel Y 8:57 PM |


Friday, December 02, 2005

hellllooooooooooooooooooooo fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
am listening to Wayne Wonder's Hold Me now
one of the only songs around that always never fail to remind me of the times i shared with bestie!(: and it's sucha feel good song! spent the whole morning creating a feel good playlist,haha most of the list included tracks from sophie ellis bextor's and sugarray's! mann listen to them when you're down and you'll feel betetr for surrrreeee!
change of background!feeling refreshed and all set for christmas!:D:D cant wait to celeb with my girlfriends on eve's eve and hoho i have a crazy idea of dressing up as santarina!
and i wna do carolling too!but i dont know whereta start from,haha
anyhows didnt do jog today,did two morning and evening jog yesterday and kinda told myself it's gna be the last jog before sunday's run.hmm good idea...?
and i realised why my toes so pain!!! i removed the nail polish last night and my nails are blueblacked la damnit!no wonder so painful!:( sheesh but thank god i can still run with it.well kinda
gna meet sarah darling today for lunch i guess,and prob meeting my friend today or tmr ta go collect the sc run pack thingy at suntec or something.
i cant wait for next week! haha nothing much's happening but im just anticipating for it somehow
alrights nothing more,goodbye!


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